tired!

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yo there..
Mengerjakan tesis memang bukan pekerjaan mudah. Dibutuhkan konsentrasi tinggi, tenaga, biaya, serta kesabaran tingkat tinggi. Sudah beberapa bulan terakhir ini saya bergulat dengan tesis. Cepat-cepat mengerjakan, karena berharap bisa lulus secepat dan sebaik mungkin. Mengingat saya masih menjadi tanggungan orang tua, dan sayapun belum bekerja. Sebagai anak, wajar rasanya ingin cepat cepat menyelesaikan salah satu tanggung jawab saya kepada orang tua. Usaha serta doa yang tidak pernah putus selalu menjadi bagian dari usaha untuk memberikan yang terbaik kepada orang tua saya. Tesis sudah dikerjakan..halaman demi halaman.. namun satu hal yang sampai saat ini selalu menjadi halangan saya, adalah bimbingan dengan dosen pembimbing. Menurut arti harfiah sih, namanya dosen pembimbing, tugasnya yaitu membimbing mahasiswanya agar bisa menyelesaikan tugas akhirnya dengan baik. Satu dosen saya telah mengerjakan tugas bimbingannya kepada saya. Tapi, tidak begitu dengan salah satu dosen pembimbing saya ini. Ini kali keenam saya mencoba bimbingan dengan beliau, tapi hasilnya nihil. Sms=tidak dibalas, telp=marah-marah, datang ke kantor beliau=menunggu tanpa hasil, karena beliau tidak mau diganggu. Hmmm… ok, mungkin usaha saya kurang keras untuk meminta jatah bimbingan saya kepada beliau.. saya tau, saya yang butuh beliau, tapi selama total 5 tahun saya kuliah di perguruan tinggi, baru kali ini saya ketemu dengan dosen se-complicated ini… my friend says.. the art of thesis, yeah it’s definitely the art of thesis dan seton kesabaran betul-betul dibutuhkan untuk bisa memakai toga hitam itu, dan give my dad a big smile and happy tears..


(260510)
Hey sir..
I’m tired. Tired of waiting for you sir.. I hope I have a ton of patience, so that I can face every annoying thing that u’ve done to me. But I guess I’m running out of my patience now. 3 months.. 3 times meeting u. a thousand times trying to meet u, but totally failed! I know, maybe ur such a super busy person, so that u don’t have enough time talking to me. You don’t like my theme. Fine. You don’t understand what I’m talking about. Ok. You don’t respect me. Ok . I just need a little care from you. I just need to talk with my “real” counselor.
Today, I cancelled my planning to meet my best friend, to see her new baby. Only to see you sir.. only to have a little time talking with you. But sadly you just said, saya mau jalan euy..! fine..now I only have tomorrow to HOPEFULLY can see you, and talk with you. Because Friday is holiday, and in the beginning of June you said ur gonna go to Lombok. Huff..but if to tomorrow I can’t see you again, I promise.. I’ll do anything to change you as my counselor..
I’m tired :( !!

gossip bocah2 gereja

hey there..
well actually i'm not into blogging this time, but some people beside me, pushing my hand so itchy to tell a storrrrry about them..
saya lagi makan di sebuah resto cepat saji, tiba tiba segerombolan orang ini (2 boys, and 3 girls) datang dan langsung menggosip tentang teman mereka. Well, saya gak keberatan mereka mau menggosip atau jungkir balik atau apapun itu, selama tidak mengganggu orang lain. Ini udah menggosip, dengan suara yang maha keras pula..sangat sangat mengganngu, gangges kalo bahasa anak gaul mah..*phew*
walhasil, saya jadi tau kalo mereka anak gereja, yang sedang ngegosipin teman segereja mereka yang tersuspect gay i guess..huff..
gosh.. please behave kids!! it's kind of embrassing you know, how people who think they normal, and kind, and bla bla.. but behind their friend they're gossiping shit and surely with loud voice which is so annoying, hell yeah.. *crap*

well kids.. if u really umat tuhan dan bla bla, berani ngomong di depan dooooonnkkk... huff..!



talking behind, badmouthing friends..

lil holiday with my highschool friends..

hey all..
kemarin, 3 teman SMU saya datang ke bandung..it was a fun day, we went to tangkuban perahu, Boscha (it was my first time, hehe), sushi den, rumah stroberry (it's also my first time) and shopping of course,,hehehe.. but the exciting thing is met ur friends from the past..a lot of storry and gossip as well..haha.

rumah stroberi

tangkuban perahu


tangkuban perahu

{16 dscale top}{seconhand shredded jeans}{bunga necklace}

boscha

i miss u, Papa..

hello all..
I miss my Dad so much, he called me yesterday from Mecca..and said, " Papa kangen Iyunk, nanti tanggal 30 ke Jakarta yaa.. bobo sama papa ya ntar" I almost 24, and I'm still his little girl for him.. he's my best friend, my mentor, my guru, my travelling partner, my dad.. he's everything to me..he always there when i'm down.. pernah suatu ketika, saya putus sama pacar saya ditambah lagi saat itu mama papa saya sedang bertengkar hebat.. saking stressnya saya saat itu cuma bisa menangis di kamar sendirian, dia datang ke kamar saya, dan memeluk saya, erat sekali..that was the best hug that i ever had..

and i'm the luckiest person in this world, have a dad like him.. :)

The Bucket List

Hello again..
Hey how ru doin guys? Well, last nite i watched a very recommended movie entitled 'The Bucket List'. Well kinda out of date perhaps, karena film ini udah release dari 2007. Biggy told me to watch this movie, and hell yeah.. keren ajjaaa gitu filmnya. Well, I'm not going to review it.. karena saya yakin udah banyak yang ngereviewnya. I just wanna say, that this movie is pretty inspiring me.. to make something better n crazy yet fun. Sebenarnya saya dari dulu sudah pernah membuat semacam "bucket list" what I'm gonna do before i die? Saya masukin bucket list ini di dalam dream book saya.. and my pleasure, I wanna share you some of my bucket list.. I call it my wish-list :), here they are:
1. traveling around the world (at least 25 country..hohoo)
2. do something good to the people along my trip
3. i wanna take a painting lesson
4. i wanna make my own clothing line, with my own design
5. i wanna have a golden retriever..hihihi
6. watch pearl jam and weezer concert (its a MUST!!)
7. say sorry to the people that might gt hurt by me
8. sharing with total strangers (not online of course:D )
9. hiking on himalaya.. hohoho
10.pergi umroh sekeluarga...hahahahha...maaf ya papa, iyunk belum siap ikutan papa kesana, but I can assure you there are times we're gonna be there:D


what about u people? :D

*smooch*

Nite all

l.o.v.e

hey there..
woohoo...lagi feeling ngeblog niy, lagi asik utak atik..dan jadilah blog skinnya berubah..hehehhe, walopun masih ada yang kurang gak tau apaaaaa gt, tapi setelah ribet liat sana sini, berujung pada kebingungan, ini gimana yaaa? hahahhaha...maklum, saya agak gaptek niy, utak atik beginian, haduuuuuhhhh...anyone help me?
belakangan saya sibuk ngedit tesis yang (rasanya) kok g kelar2 yah? senang sebenarnya, i really enjoy the process.. gak kaya waktu saya kelarin skripsi, terlalu terburu2 mungkin, persiapan tidak matang, bahan juga kurang dikuasain....gak puas deh jadinya... but, hopefully not with this one. walopun prosesnya cukup ribet, dan bikin gonta-ganti judul berkali-kali.gak sreg sama pembimbing, susah nyari bahannya, but i believe i can do it with my best. amin.

oh ya..minggu lalu saya ketemu mama saya di jakarta, we did vintage shopping in metro pasar baru,hehehe..dari dulu saya suka fashion, mungkin beliau adalah biangnya..hahahahaha..it was fun you know? ubek ubek sana sini...whoaaahhh..and finally i got a super duper cute vintage bag :) *yay*
actually i'm not a mama's girl, but sometimes...i feel so looks like her..some of my friends says that..hmm...iya gt? ntahlah..

eniwei..these are few things that i love this week:
1. my last weekend with Biggy
2. my new 16dscale shirt*yay*
3. my swimming lesson..hahahahhaha
4. pencerahan akut dari pak him (matur suwun sanget pak...)
5. and absolutely YOU, yes...always YOU :)

*smoooch ahhhh*

nite everyone :)

ps: mba ajeng ini foto yang direquest...hahahahha sorry lama nian :D

flat..

feeling so flat at the moment... need some kind of roller coaster..

i miss u B....